Saturday, July 12, 2008

Its a great learning experience here

OIL, i think is one of the premier company which is engaged in the exploration, development and production of crude oil & gas..............
I feel great to be a part of it.
We all are having a great time in industries....which means we are on the track and will win the race of working in a company, so guys, our all tensions finished, only fun and enjoyment remains.
Hence, hold your breath and be ready for fun out there in college.

To alok

Saale! itna bhi miss nahi kar raha hoon. formality ke liye likh diya tha.

I fell in love with her once again.

This happened 15 years back, when i was a kid of 6years.

There was a girl in my extended relation, a couple of years younger. She came to my village for a marriage ceremony.We instantly took a liking to each other. We used to do everything ,that we could do , together. By the first weekend, i was so sure of marrying her, that i announced (to my family members) then only, that i would, if ever have to marry, she would be the one. This announcement though was the culmination of continous teasing by my cousins.

Once, the marriage solemnised, she left. And with time, all these things got completely blurred. We never met in all these 15 years . And by now, I had forgotten everything that happened then.
But i was made to recollect evrything by ma sister (when i went to meet her after her child's delivery). She even reminded me the name that i had so completely forgotten. And as soon as it could be, i recollected everything. Everything dormant in memory, for last 15 years , came bubbling out.

That was it to be. I never thought of it again. And as such, i never ever expected to meet her again.

But destiny has different plans for me .Ma cousin, who arrived to attend a marriage ceremony, asked me to accompany him. I had least possibility to be there as i had no invitation. And i don't know why, but i broke my rule of conduct (which i had strictly adhered to even in extreme situations). Anyway, i went to this ceremony even without an invitation.

Once there, everything seemed so dull. I rarely knew anyone there. But somehow, there was lot of sweets and i ate to my fill.

But in midst of all this, something happened that was once in a lifetime thing for me. I saw a girl, who was really beautiful, if not eternally. she talked nice and cute. And i instantly developed a liking for her. I was already being sure, that if i could talk to her, my vacation is done. But as a matter of fact,i asked my cousin an introduction of her.
And then the feeling was ,"oh god! i couldn't believe this". I realised without doubt, that she is the reason-in-waiting, for i was scared of commitment.
she is the same girl, i fell in love with 15 years back. And could you believe i had fallen in love not once but twice this time.
And what shit! once i knew, she was her, i couldn't even make myself talk to her.
i was so over rawed, i din't even ask her, "if she remembers me?".
But somehow i got a feeling, she does.

An Experience i would rather like to forget...

It seems everybody was quite concerned about my whereabouts.
So to begin, I went to ballia, U.P. Incidentally, It happens to be my hometown with which I never felt attached. But this was till 17 days back.
In these 17 days someone as optimistic as me realized that optimism is nothing but fantasy. If there's anything that matters, it's practicality.
When I was leaving sindri, I planned a vacation to Khajuraho.For all these years’ people talked about khajuraho; I wanted to understand what it in actuality signifies. But, that was never to be.
As I reached my village, I realized that paddy has already been shown and people were roaming around casually. That was short lived, though. Nature struck and it struck very badly. Next four days, it rained continuously. Everybody was loosing there everything (In villages, crops is all people tend to live on.).The paddy fields were submerged. And to top it all, the bouts of rain don’t stop even after that. In midst of all this, I realized, I could do something.
Next day, I called villagers in front of a school campus (where education in itself is a shame on the worst of education possible).In this, I was helped by my grand pa, who happens to be vice president of the village panchayat.
To start with, I addressed the basic concern of everyone, trustworthiness of an outsider like me. As soon as I succeeded, I told everyone how it could be possible to have a drainage system which could help them get out of this massive problem.
Till this, it was simple. The problem started after, they realized some people have to part with their land. I then had to impress upon people, that the loss because of drainage-occupation would be much less than without it. And however, simple it seems, it took four days and half nights of mine. Luckily though, By god's grace(I have turned a believer of god, in whatever form one could think of him), everyone realized the merit and the work started and within 6 days we have all done a remarkable job.
There were issues left to be addresses but God had instilled a sense of optimism, which actually is the fairer version of being practical.
Henceforth, I have traveled seven villages and had analyzed the issues before my people (I retain my integrity).with this people, education is a far fetched dream. For them, the priority lies in getting the basics in place. I went to areas where people excreted on roads, because to them toilets is something they could dream yet not afford. I had met two families, where sons killed their father for their mother, and on hearing their story, I found it the most apt thing that could have been done. I had seen Muslim people served food on paper, in Hindu homes. And what not.......................................

While we talk about commitment to LOC, while we could preach sermons, when we could write poems, when we could lament upon inflation and seek help in finding love interest; why can't we join hands to raise people above a standard where they could contribute to our nation. And that would be the day, when we would count and above all our nation would count. That would be the day we would tackle inflation, solely on our human resource. Whatever that stinking oil does, we would have erected a wall unsinkable.


Wednesday, July 9, 2008

WANTED for Crime against Commitment

Mr. Ari
Ms. Nupz
Mr. Basu

Crime:- Not even a single blog till now
Punishment:- Have to give a collective TREAT to rest of L.O.C.
Those who will inform them about this will be subjected to a tea party by L.O.C. in the first meeting next semester.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

IN PURSUIT OF...................

hi locians!
so how went the last week?
last sunday went to gokul's home.gokul knows my weal point that i love sweets.ate about 6to8 varieties and the food was superb.couln't have asked for a better start for the week.
now some sachin's sermons-------
live each day as if it is your last , then one day you'll be true!!!!!!!!!!
always listen to your inner voice.never let it influenced by sure about your talents and the weaknesses.always remain a student,a gives you what you deserve and not what you want.don't make life like a diode.if everything in life is running smoothly, the current of happiness swiftly flows.but when posed with reverse biased(problems,challenges),why break down?why bog down?
right now whoever is going through my blog,just close your eyes and think for a moment what you want with your life.if you have not still closed it please,i beg you please close it.

now i suppose you have opened it.just from this moment start working towards that have the upon it.cut loose.think positive.always feel happy.
and if at any point in life you feel dejected just remember those situations,those precarious situations you have been through and how you overcame all those?

may be you would be thinking what happened to me?but really those sermons have been my realizations in this summer.sometimes life takes a long time to let you learn a lesson,sometimes a moment is enough to change your life.

now it's time for the phoenix to raise from the's time to hold your head high and be counted.and friends keep working towards our motto,our aim-change.never stagnate.always strive for the change.

may God bless you all in your endeavors.wishing you all success .

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