a FinaL DrafT...."I Love Ya aLL!!"..

"Great guys say great things but they don't do it.
Great friends do great things but they never say about it and you my dear friends,simply comply to that."
This blog is dedicated to all MY DEAR GREAT FRIENDS....

Its amusing how things are,how life itself moves on. We move on,mere remnants of a bigger circle - LIFE@NERIST. The revolution is complete now, I had my exams yesterday,you know...and now finally moving out of NERIST. I never realize it until strings were unheard, voices diminishing,shadows appearing distant and I began to lose it all, miss 'em all.
Days will pass,time will dilute,memory will fade and see,am gonna miss many moments associated...some spoken about,some less spoken of,but yes,they are something lively,springing and beautiful...they are the 'Best part of my life'.

Some moments I do still remember.............
masti@tour, comedy@drama, nautanki@daru-party, fun@canteen, 'Brahma-ji'and his fancy creation---'SHRISTI',the tantalising bumps@b'party, bholas' help@exams, alokojjwal's hand in lending money@need, f***g the "..." quiz, smiles@nupz....and lots more...all the time enjoying and valuing the most beautiful thing in life--thats 'friendship.'

Anyway,just wanted to let u guys know,things change,people change,jobs' change,may be I'll change (other than my looks which i do often) but never let that spirit change..d spirit of BEING A NERISTian..(EC-2K3 and LOC-ian comes along)...its wHat makes me unique....so start measuring it from now...my dear friends....the final test of friendship begins now...the test of remembrance,extending hands and bondage. I am a bit short of it,but still I say to you guys..."I will give my best!!"...aur kya, remember me sometimes,I will remember you all as I am writing it from 0430hrs,23rd may...I made a wholenight....
just once read out with me for everything we shared in common....................."JAI HO!!"...........................................

ZINDAGI RAHI TU PHIR MILENGE............

As i write this, may be i dont know what i'm going to write next.......i'll write what my heart says to my fingers......no brains invovlved........i'm feeling bad for i'll not be with people with whom i shared the most memorable days of my life...with whom i played cricket....canteen,dadu,NH 52,tnt,shilpa,ec dept....room no.110,109,quizzes,practical exams,how we used to talk on paper......like everything......as i write my heart weeps....i'll not let those memories come out through tears....will preserve it....they will help me whenver i feel down and out.....i'll miss Debis late comings.......will miss sudip reading magazines in the back benches.....will miss bhola for his questions.....will miss kamal's smile...will miss nupur sneezing....must tell u nupur i never told you.. apart from ur beauty i am a big fan of yours cheenkk(aakkkshi........)....will miss meenakshis zapar.......will miss ratnesh how he used to cram up those big big questions.....will miss rohit ranjans batting,dance and his chocolaty boy smile...u people know or not...only ranjan has got the genuine 6 pack in our class............will miss tiwaris red tshirts....will miss alok's smile and his takla.....oye alok u look good with ur ganja....alokkojowal's discipline.......oojwal u will go places man......keep beleiving urself....abhisheks motapan...oye mote thoda dieting kar...saale.......and the story continues......the journey continues........life moves on....creating meanders....where memories find their place.........

From the movie..'The Reader'

I'm not frightened.
I'm not frightened of anything.
The more I suffer,
the more I love.
Danger will only increase my love,
it will sharpen it,
it will give it spice.
I'll be the only angel you need.
You'll leave life even more beautiful than you entered.
Heaven will take you back and look at you and say,
'Only one thing can make a soul complete,
and that thing is lOVE'.

it's just another morning and m waitin for breakfast

It was around 0030hrs when arijit came to my room for water.

0014hrs:
I thought two pegs were enough..and so i decided to have my dinner within a few minutes..n then if i was nt wrong, dere waz someone knocking my doors..da guy asked if i was awake..in came arijit for water..
0315hrs:
Ari said, 'It's already three. I have to go for project tomorrow at 0900 hrs'..so we decided to finish wid the then peg..by then, we already created a new (the second stanza) of our long unfinished work..we added something to our rHYTHM..thing is, when there's music around you and you have the one play u want to, you just don't quit..neither did we..we continued till the last drop of our ac black..however by then, we no longer needed the artificial light..the curtains were moved, the windows were opened..
0545hrs:
The dinner plate was still there, untoughed, which i thought was..there were ants all around and the smell was terrific..i still looked for the chicken pieces, four of them to be exact, two big and two tiny ones..they looked better than the rice atleast..i was sure, the ants hate swimming..along with dat, we had potatoes too..ari was laughing at the way i was having the potatoes..i was hungry afterall..we had actually decided to go for a walk after having our food..however, the rain god didn't permit..and we met rajkumar outside his room..he has his practical xm today..
0638hrs:
Right now, there is a guy behind me snoring at his best..we had earlier decided to have breakfast and then go to bed (please do take in a positive sense)..
for now, it's 'just another morning and m waitin for breakfast'..and all i know is that, these days won't return again in my life..

its the nature of human beings.

Being one of the three musketeer of Sachin's play, I just want to ask some questions and also want to share some views. Being a human being, by default, we inherited to be unsatisfied, unhappy, un..........But again, human learned how to hide it within themselves.The responsibilities, tensions,failures made us to fall back, even we tried to be optimistic every time.
We learned to be happy for friends,relatives. We just wanted an excuse for being happy.Winning a cricket match, winning a bet,descent gpa............we always waited for these moments for getting happiness and wanted to express and show on our face.Even now, deep in our heart, we are happy for what we got, sometimes it reveals with some tinges. But situations turn us into dilemma, where we lose hope and could not led us into the right path. Now, what one need to do?
wait for the time (difficult) to pass by
concentrate oneself to some other things(diverting)
other options

Talking particularly, now I learned, why one should have an aim in life. Atleast, you would be concentrated to that goal and this focussing would help you to regain your confidence.

Hi guys...how r u people doing?everyone is happy...right?.....life's big yaar and it gives you surprises everyday.you become happy by thinking that something good is going to happen,you are very sure of it....and then,suddenly you come to know that just opposite has happened....just by a phonecall,you come to know that an important part of your life has just ended without giving any prior information........but still you are happy because whatever happens, is good in one way or other.........just enjoy life...its fun and make others enjoy too.....thats my funda....bye..

Lets be happy!!!

Few days back i was talking to rohit rai about the happiest guys in our branch...we concluded rohit himself is the one..he is content with what he is ,with what he has and with what he will have...my best wishes are always with u..may he reaches the zenith of success...
What about the rest? Have we questioned ourselves the reason of not being happy...or we have made a kind of mindset that,no job-no happiness,no-gate/cat score-no happiness,no girlfriend/boyfriend-no happiness..blah-blah-blah?????
till now i am jobless..i have not yet qualified any competitive exam..my parents wanted me to be placed in infy or in OIL or to qualify NMAT..there is still a question mark ahead...tensions,uncertainities...are waiting..
So should i stop being happy for these reasons?? Then sorry...because happiness doesnt always imply them...let me share my experiences...this season i heard the cuckoo singing for the first time,i was thrilled...after prolonged efforts i convinced the authority to open the terrace door and everyone thanked me, i was happy, i was the best senior for block G, i was and still am happy..my parents sent me bunch of chocolates with the parcel, i was out of the world...pd wished me for the first time on V-day at dot 12 am, i felt splendid...the leaves in the campus are turning fresh green, i feel very soothing walking alone the familiar streets..i enjoy that solitude...i completed the dip assgnmnt with inceassant labour of two days..i was very satisfied...i overheard my wallmate praising me...i was overwhlmd... i recieved an unexpected call from a long-time-no-see friend..i was enchanted...and the list goes on...these things are very insignificant...but they are the best and the happiest moments of my life and they wont stop happening to me...
This is life only...its us who regulate it..the main gear is in our hand...we need to feel the nature,the colors,the cool breeze,the deep fragrance rising from the wet earth.... the people, their affection,their smiles, their works, their problems...we need to be grateful for what we are and what we have...happiness is inherent.. lets welcome pain with deep compassion..they will teach us to live life, they will teach us to survive purposefully...lets not feel sad for our parting from this place..rather we are taking the memories of the best 6 years in our lives with us as our lifetime asset...lets not lament on what we have lost because every loss is assosciated with a reward..that hidden pearl is in our palm only..only we need to identify it...
So guys...job, career, gpa...sometimes these stuffs are to be kept aside...just look around and feel and sense and think of the best things happend to u..u'l feel complete.. on the seventh heaven..u will be HAPPY..that HAPPINESS is eternal...trust me.
Do take care..looking forward to the next LOC meeting.

THE THREE MUSKETEERS......

Gokul—the hedron ..thinker...scientist....professor...having a great sense of humour.....always adorns a mischievious smile on his face....questions he used to ask in the class amazed me at what level he thinks....i still remember how he fell in love with quatum mechanics...when we used to solve the network problems our steps way of solutions used to be entirely different but answers always matched....that’s how we used to conclude that both of us are correct...gokul has been a great guide...regular attending the classes was as useful as having discussions with gokul after the class...that did help me in clearing my concepts.....gokul’s one of the sweethearts.....

Bed----the most brilliant guy of Ec2k3...sharpest of all...all the five gpas he has scored thanx to the regular classes he attended and the wholenights.....the most photogenic face.....resembles tom cruise.....a very sentimental guy.....but very clear in his heart....he always used to tell me that he doesnot aim anything....tell you all onething the day he decides his lakshya only sky is the limit for him....one thing i forget to tell you about this guy.....he is portable hard disk of songs...kya collection hai yaar iska....just amazing!!!aur haan bed ke notes one of the best in class...his handwriting isvery good....kabhi kabhi kya hota tha ki gokul so jaata tha aur main ladkiyon ko dekhne lagta tha....par bed always concentrated hard and wrote everything sir used to tell.......love you bed....if ever my actions my words have hurt you then i’m not sorry at all....
Some of the very fond memories at nerist with them will remain etched in my heart....now one secret i’m going to tell you all....most of the times our discussions were dominated either by the subjects or girls................two girls whom we talked about the most was meenakshi and poly......
Infact we still talk about them only........

and the last muskeeter...sachin...i'm still in search of myself....i have been a hippocrate all my life...i forget to be my natural self.....i always wanted to impress people around me.....aur haan meenakshi tumne thik bola tha main pagal hoon...i myself don't know what i'm going to do the next moment.......par thanx to loc, freinds and gokul,bed i'm now enjoying being sachin....

Wealth Women and Wine

SLEEP AROUND
DRINK BEER
ASK PAPA FOR MONEY
THE GOLDEN FUNDA TO GET WEALTH, WINE AND WOMEN

How to sum up our stay here?

It’s a new dawn in NERIST. With the arrival of net, you would now find people communicating through G talks, messengers and spykes. Tide has taken another bow and time has gone a full circle. It was 2004 mid, when mobile phones were introduced in this state. With that a booming business of PCO’s went bust and now with this possibly lot of entrepreneurs who live their so called life by selling top ups around NERIST would take a hit. But then good luck prevails and we realize that the customer base has dwindled but not ceased. As such, with minor variations, they could continue to earn bucks and ravel under ecstasy though in shadows of a beautiful past.

There’s a strong coincidence here with syncs with our lives. Tide has taken a bow and time has finally gone a full circle for us as well. We too look forward to an optimistic future. The stuff dreams are made of.


**************************************************************************************Let’s relieve sachin here. For the time being, He will keep cribbing in pain and agony. He will repent, he will despair his failure, the way he kept doing for the last month or so. And then, quite like ‘hopping politicians’ of this country laid the blame on electronics and communication engineering. I understand sometimes grapes are sour, but not always. Dude! I understand you have been out rightly rejected, as you said. But then, you cannot loose your morals, your etiquettes, your respect for the branch, you cannot be less than grateful towards it. Just being proud doesn’t really serves the purpose.

Buck up dude! Every time I open this page, your cribbing, sobbing face flashes across the page. What impression are you actually trying to get across the admirers of LOC? That we are group of losers led by the enigmatic and charming ‘The sachin kasyap’!

Sachin! Love’s not about achieving something; love never was about getting someone. Love is about respecting in whatever form one is. Love is about living with whatever way one chooses you to be. There ain’t any conditions in love. Love’s a feeling of contentment and culmination. Love in itself is a beginning and end. Love is all.
This may sound bitter but the fact remains, you had never been in search of love, you have been just trying to find a mean to get to it. There’s still time! Celebrate love, live love and, if possible, die love.
And for god sake! Don’t ever wish that your mouth would have had a backspace key.
You are the only guy who put across your feelings, this is the stuff true gentlemen are made of. Be proud; be happy that you did everything you could have.

And please stop feeling sorry!

Because “It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all”
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I am sorry sachin!!!! Really sorry!!!!! I don’t really mean to hurt you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now stop getting red (pun intended) and go on with the story
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But how has it all happened? Had someone thought how it all changed? From kiddos, to young men, from novices to intelligent thinkers and commentators, from mama’s good boy to bad, very bad boys; it has been a time we would all love to fall back and see. It’s still too early for afore mentioned big words (read thinkers and commentators) but may be ‘theory of relativity’ comes to my rescue here.

6 years has been a long time, has been a really long time. Quite like a life time.

We started young, with least idea about reality, with etiquettes and principles out in right places. The biggest worry then, for many, was if their room mate’s scoring higher than them. Back then, getting a bigger piece of chicken was a major reason for happiness. Cricket was the only reason, we fought. Cricket was the only reason of our envy and admiration.

2nd year was, most probably, the coolest, of all the years here, arguably. Of course, this was brought about by easier courses and greater opportunities to score. And then, this was probably what mad e ecian happy most. As suspected, happiness used to be writ large over the faces. Quite unlikely though, this year was one of those when we studied most. Primarily for two reasons, one, to salvage some pride after gruesome first year. And secondly, to retain pride after an awesome first year, which usually was the case.
Regular evening strolls and babe watching became our prime time pass with ever increasing vocabulary of phrases with words like ‘hot!!’, ‘what curves’, ’awesome’, ‘lucky guy’ etc. getting to us.

3rd year was probably the turning point of our lives. We, tired of a kiddo’s life at college, decided to be a man. And, as well said, we decided to follow the fact that there are only three original possessions and attributes of a man- Wealth, Wine and Women. “Sleep (sorry! No girls here), Drink beer and ring papa (for money)” became our abiding dictum of life. “Now, the point is! Wealth and wine is fine, but what about Women?” For that people started chasing sayanthika. Guess what! I give you full liberty to read people as PD and Rohit ranjan. More broadly said, we started letting our evil intentions work. And of course! We achieved 100 percent failure rate. Ask PD and ROhit Ranjan again. May be, you can also ask Kumar Saurav this time.

By the fourth year, Guys doubtful of their manliness/ manliless, finally decided to do away with the idea of women component. God gorgeous! Great that senses prevailed. After all it’s better to be a master of one trade than jack of all trades. Papa’s money was anyway too less to make us rich, we aspired to have 2 good factors in our life. But the joke we started, destiny took care of it. Destiny made sure we realize our limitations (read aukaat) and settle to one, which was the only viability then-the wine (read apong).
And some were absolute zeroes and they continue to be even today. Examples like me could be quoted if my negligible success with women could be done away with. But there were some absolute failures too like bhola, tiwari, rajkumar, etc.

Fifth year has just one resonance and that is MA-5101 the Mecca of all subjects, the mother of all bamboos. Unarguably, the toughest year here, there were some sounds heard about people deciding to study. And for sure to God’s pleasure, we did saw people studying until the first week. By second week, everybody realized the futility of studying, a task invented to bother and bug innocent soul like ours. This was an eventful year as it taught us to be strong, to realize that failures are important. We made sure that we put all the effort to make sure that our scores don’t reach above 60 even in toughest times. The gladiators even slept through the week before the examination to make sure, they score really low. We made sure, that we see failures. And the greatest thing was not this. It was our inspiration from these failures that motivated us to score low, to keep failing throughout our stay at NERIST. In case, Even if that was meant to happen occasionally.
And during these testing times, we stood strong, motivated proud of our achievements. Hail us!

And now amidst all this, we are almost ending our stay Together.

Everything that I wrote may be true, may be not (I am programmed to write only fiction), but the fact remains, we had fun together. We spent some awesome time with each other.
The countdown has begun and it wouldn’t be long before we would be leaving this place. If somebody feels, there is something that he should have done, he longed to do at college this would probably be the last time. Be a yes man! Go ahead and do it.

And finally!! I am really sorry to all those people I ever hurt knowingly and unknowingly.


In the process of saying Good bye, au Revoir, DasVidaniya.
(With a hope, that I didn’t bug you much over all these 6 years)
Rohit Rai…let Dynamicity prevail…





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there's hardly ne time left...

n perhaps that's why i'm waiting for the sunrise...i remember the days of july 2003 and da ones that followed..there was hardly ne pc in our hostels..n the one dat waz dere few doors beside mine, used a p3 processor..the very first movie that i saw dere waz 'forest gump'..
n 2day(may 2009), m blogging this lying on my bed..these six years did make a difference in our lives................................................................................................................................................................
.....................................................................................................THINKING??????

aaj main khush hoon...........

Hi everybody
Seems everyone’s busy with the projects, practical exams, quizzes..... You will read this days after i have posted this..... the whole point is what went wrong....why there occurred a glitch in the story jiske ke karan ki story climax par reach karne se pehle hi khatam ho gayi....kyon kyon aur aakhir kyun???
Letting your love go is painful but then if you truly love let your love decide .......par still yaar it hurts..shayad bhagwan ko manzoor nahi.......shayad usko manzoor nahi....
Let me define love.....love is a care-controlled-mos which works in the active region and never saturates....love is a function whose Fourier transform doesn’t exist because it is not integrable...its integration is infinity.....love is a signal which when passed through an AWGN channel doesn’t get corrupted but actually strengthens.........see love is defying all the basic principles of electronics and communication engineering....and probably that’s why i failed......yes now I’m relaxed ...actually iwas not sad because i failed ....i was sad because i didn’t find any reason why i failed.....but now see it’s electronics which came to my rescue....proud to be a failure...proud to be a communication engineer....but alas i didn’t know how to communicate!!!!!!!!

Its time for the last very few loc meetings.......

But, its our luck that made us so busy to think a bit for making these very few loc meetings a grand one.....

what not to do in the last semester.......

I don’t know whether I’ll ever be able to recover from this....don’t know how things will work out for me...don’t know where will i be 3 months hence....don’t know what i don’t know....so much chaos, so much uncertainty in life....life never ever before raised so many questions....never ever i ran out of options.....people used to give example of how much lucky i am.....but seems luck has also ditched me.....yes i am feeling very low, down and out......i want to cry.....yes i am hurt ..i’m feeling like a loser...but i don’t know why??
Enough of emotions.....before i start crying i must stop.....
I’m thinking of writing a book.....”the three P’s of my life.. what not to do in the last semester”....friends i suffer from short term memory loss.....whenever i’ll write the book i’ll need your help for the correct stats and dates....
How the seven semesters passed??? Pata hi nahi chala....but the adventures(read misadventures) of the last semester will remain etched in my memory......GATE, first proposal(!!!), convocation, Shristi, returning the quiz paper blank, losing both cricket matches, not able to play the last match(thanks to the blank quiz....and saurav i’m extremely sorry for that)....oh god ...i did everything to screw myself up......
But then this is life.....just a sinusoid function...crests and troughs make the function complete.....life teaches you new things in each and every moment.....life always gives you options.....our perception, the preconceived notions make them invisible.....
I’m shy....i agree...i speak less...i agree....but why....this time i know why??i always thought if i say something that hurts someone then i’ll never be able to forgive myself.....whenever i want to tell someone something my mind splits....one part thinks for me and the other one for the someone....then i get confused....
I want to write more......but having fuzzy quiz, project report submissions, project....and i don’t want to screw myself further....
i still wish if my mouth had a backspace key....
Au revoir!
Saba khair
Jai ho!!!!!!!!!!!

Do we really judge people before we make friends?

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BUSY IS THE NAME OF THE GAME.

Oh my god,
2k3 batch is busy, very busy indeed.
Ec 2k3 is busy, and so is LOC.
Hoping for a crunching session at L.O.C. today.

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Life is strange !!

It was a busy afternoon,when i was reminded of my commitment towards this fun de organization by none other than Paro.Little did we know about what was coming towards us.The meeting failed to be acknowledged as an official meeting because of low attendence and was cut short by a phone call to Paro which asked her to reach home immediately.We were left gasping for air,as with all our inexperience we had absolutely no idea of how to react at such situations. Personally i was stunned at the strangeness of life which had been so testing for the poor soul.
Paro, a sweetheart, may you get all the strength in the world to face whatever situation you have to face.
For we all are always there for you.
God bless you.




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An eventful fortnight for us...

Celebrated holi in full spirit, prepared for exams, GATE results lead to instant party on a weekend, two cakewalk type papers, OIL placements for trio, and some days are left for more surprises...
I am keeping my fingers crossed as L.O.C. meets on Friday morning for a stroll at Dikrong.
See you there...
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