.........part 2/3......
i am twenty-one,old enough to understand the value of a single day,every single passing minute and the aspirations,the utility of coming tomorrow yet to shower on me.....and yet i follow the same rules,the same guidelines,the prompted fundamentals which was set for me....never ever looking back,never ever asking myself "why?"
Well,the page is not a trendsettler,neither a scrupolous dissatisfaction...it's a revolutionary momentum about how i look at my life....just a little trendy way of looking whats' in and whats' out,whats' done and whats' need to be done,whats' missing and how to settle it,again never asking "why?" because sometimes it doesn't matter....
let me see why it even occured to me to even write something like this....may be life's dragging me like never before-----scheduled daily routine, the missing randomness, messy deadlines, fucked up surprises,overtly studies,sickly-silly-romantic or friendly ties.......what the f***!!!



it took me a while to study myself,my dissatisfaction,my needs,my business,my self contentedness.....and i felt 'I NEED TO CHANGE SOMETHING'...and i have!!
let me rewind my accomplishments.....

i kept myself busy all times,planned each day ahead, gave myself some air moving around, gave time to myself(thinking about what am doing now), yet find time for my sweetheart, learn and remorse about how someone whose dark, helpful,aspirant and delicate imprints today leaves no mark tomorrow, like he stands a worth "worthless"....anyway,leave it...
i found pleasure in doing something i never did before...singing loud on myself,pouring myself to gossips and new frendlies, stuffing full plate meals, endeavouring a sleek,round physical buildup,exercising 1*7 a week....
In my home,i discover my ping-pong table,my cricket bat just to add some sweat,a daily stadium round up, finishing 50 pages of novel a day, visiting new places i lost interests before,and let me tell you...I REALLY ENJOY MY LIFE NOW....
.....end of part 2/3.....