mY dIaRy......

[this following blog is a formulated personal diary page format. for the writer,the symbology relates to the intimacy of ones' thoughts,expression of substantial ideas and putting them down in a written space. from the readers,the writer just expects a reciprocation and understanding of themselves and understanding through him.]

28 sept.'08
9.55pm
its pitch black outside...actually its the amavalsya onset, the cult,the hour is approaching....the omen of mahalaya is springing up high on my mind....tomorrow morning,5 am to be exact...i am in my verandah,sitting idle down the lazy stairs,calm breeze from the pond flushing my face,all silence admidst the frogs cannoping,fireflies buzzing,crickets moving around aimlessly....but i am not here to say what i see,its about what's on my mind right now....something useless to talk about but something you always carry along...
it is strange what i want from life...everytime i reach a goal,i begin a journey again,in search of a new horizon,setting a new target,improvishing new conscience,rejuvernating new ideas...but this is how life goes on,i console myself..without getting any further..or may be this is the "definition of life".

ya...this is what i dedicate my thoughts to now...my next few lines yearn to find a resonable conclusion to justify my life or rather think twice about the same....k,now its not everyday i think about my life....how i am living and how i will live it. well,i am plain,middle-classed,averaged,techcrazy,agnostic just like the most of 'us'....here,you don't make your options really,simply chose one of the few favorites someone chose for you...and get going....
i am twenty-one,old enough to understand the value of a single day,every single passing minute and the aspirations,the utility of coming tomorrow yet to shower on me.....
.......................................part 1/3......to be contd. nxt blog...........