Hello everyone

After quite a long time i am into writing a blog...i thought i would not write anything till i get a 'settlement'...i wont justify my reason of not writing...just aise hi socha tha....abhi settlement to ho gaya...for the time being of course...i got through itm navi mumbai....it got it thru mat score.
Because i screwed up in cat,xat and jmet..nmat mein written clear ho gaya..but in gd and pi i was kicked out...in between thought of joining petroleum university in dehradun as i cleared the gd and pi,then in bangalore also i got chance in one college...but itm is the best option in hand....i know most of you know these things...thoda revision bas....
Bohot kuch hua last 10 months....mumbai,doomed career,sachin, my nephew.....ups and downs....tears and tensions....smiles and sighs....sometimes it was painful...depressing...specially after repeated failure...when you are unable to meet the expectations of yourself ....you get to know that your freinds are getting placements and you are consoling yourself saying,apan ka bhi time aayega....you are trying hard to convince your parents about your capabilities and everytime they meet disappoimtment....but at the end of the day there was a thin ray of hope....there was a fitm belief that winter always turns to spring.....and i kept going....
Next two years fir se padhai...completely out of the track....beech mein lamba sa break ho gaya...it will be difficult initially to resume studies...i am not staying in the college hostel...will stay in private hostel,that too most probabaly in nerul or belapur...two stoppages apart...either i have to travel by train or by bus....mba is very hectic...as jijaji says...
But this time no more chances i can take....bohot ho gaya hasi majak...i mean i realize now, my whole process of studying in nerist was faulty...i always studied to secure marks...and the grading system out there helped me...but the whole process was so commercial...somewhere i failed to percieve the beauty of the subjects... the beauty of inhereting the knowledge....
Sometimes i get perturbed thinking how far i am doing justice to my last 6 years...but i cant let myself keeping on lamenting on this thought....from the sufferings only shayad...kahi se confidence aa gaya hain that this time...history wont repeat itself...i mean i am not that dumbo!!!!!
There are abundant experiences...met so many people...travelled so much....the most thrilling experience was that of standing at the edge of the door holding the rod in a local train...kya karu...bohot bhir thi...lost paths so many times....akele akele i walked a lot....and yes...the radical change in me... i gained weight...i am no more the thin and lean and weak poly....ha ha ha:-)
I am in touch with so many people...it feels good to know about everyone....mumbai mein aaoge to do contact me please...will meet and have fun..rohit se mili thi...he is same only...
Kaafi lamba ho gaya na(this i do everytime,i write lamba and then i pretend to regret!)...actually all piled up from such a long time!
But guys, i feel,at this point of time, there is a reason to evrything in life....there is an answer to everything..its on us to search it...abhi bhi bohot kuch hain...bohot kuch jaan ne ka...sun ne ka...picture to abhi baaki hai boss!!
Take care everyone...
with regards and prayers,
Poly