We want to fly, to scale those heights, to excel in whatever we do, to do something for our parents, country and society. We know we will be able to face tomorrow with faith and hope, if we tackle today with enthusiasm, interest and enjoyment. We know we're the master of our own destiny. We are the CHANGE, we are L.O.C.
Monday, September 13, 2010
I din't know where to pour my heart so here
I could not eat food, i don't feel like drinking. I have got exams everyday, could not study anything...lied to her that i am studying hard because she said she would come back..i know she would never,but how could i let it go..I don't know after how many days did i go to mess....but as soon as i took my plate and food...saw it and tears started flooding my eyes...i ate a spoon and have to get up and run out because could not show these teary eyes to anyone..after all i am fauzi, not supposed to be crying!! i could have written this on facebook but i could not because she would get sad...how could not i hate her? what has she done to me? but i would love her..let's see if she would ever love me again....what do i asked in life? just that she'd be with me!! but i guess, it was too much for her!!
how could i even ask her to come?? how? when everytime i ask her to!! she would say,"don't i have any right to be happy" ..how should i tell her, that i really want her to be happy but just could not let her go...i just want to come out of all this mess...absolutely...entirely...may be i get posted to andaman..may be somalia..may be anywhere where i do not have a phone to get in touch with her....i try deleting her no. but how would i ever forget her numbers...i have forgotten mine but could not do with hers...what was so bad in me that she hates me..that is just the answer i seek..if she could just tell me, why she hates me? ..i thought she cared for me..she really loved me...it was just a month back and we were planning to get married..and today i am left alone....in hope that...she falls in love with me again..these tears could move her..only if she knew...that coming to somebody's life could save someone's life!!
Sunday, September 12, 2010
MY VIEWS..
India being a secular country has some of the world's vast potential in terms of cultures, languages, people...As for example lets the case of a small state arunachal pradesh.. though this state has a population of just 15 lakhs (although it has an area equivalent to bihar), it has around 52 tribes all having different languages and different cultures..and its interesting to note that they communicate in hindi only because of this huge language divide..
This is not the case of only arunachal, the whole india is having uniqueness in each and every field.... Recently India was ranked 7th in terms of favorite locations for holidays.. Do u know why? thats because of the decent hospitality and a bunch of cultures accumulated at a single place.. no country can provide this much amount of diversity..
But we need to preserve this diversity.. this is being diluted owing to large scale westernization and privatization.. Human values are being mortgaged to maximize profits and earn money..large scale scandals and corruption is demoralizing the health of common man..Also there are some of the worst internal problems .. Naxalite neing one of them.. rising prices are making the life of common man hellish..
The moral of the story is that our country is great.. and there are shortcomings in each and every country.. but we indians are robust and capable enough to overcome these... Lets hope for the best and do our best to counter all these..
JAI HIND.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Here I am.....
This is poly reporting from Navi Mumbai…I m typing in my own laptop…its ACER…got from college…decent one..windows 7..ubuntu..having wi-fi in college…good feeling..
Life has altogether changed..bombay..the people…the rain..the baked corns…the watermelon juice…the accounting classes…the tea in breaks..we have 80 minutes of each class..20 minutes of break in between..
I m staying in a private hostel…its another side of Bombay…lake surrounding it…greenery..mountains..where u can trace a waterfall from the hostel..good accommodation…large windows…typical maharashtrian food with garlic and mustard seeds everywhere..its at the remotest part…once u enter the hostel…u have to think twice for getting out again…
MBA is fun…its dynamic..you get to have a feel of the real world…nothing is superficial..everything is tangible..the students may be flashy at times..its the demand of the job..but when you get into it….its a different dimension…how everything is regulated…where the money is coming from and going out..how the economy is handled…the implications…the terminologies…the consumers..the profit makers…the middle men..the market structures…the funding….sometimes I sit and think how things are complicated and extended….they seem to be never ending…its cyclic...whatever we have learnt can be a part only…optimum utilization of the resources…resources include your knowledge…your money…your actions…your common sense…your diplomacy…your values and tradition….
Initially it was difficult for me to cope up…I really took a long break from studies..students are from different backgrounds…some of them are genuinely brilliant…they speak through their clarity in thoughts…their presentation skills are awesome…some of them speak from their desk, when they come at the front they are not upto the mark…I was criticized for my presentation skills…I worked on it…the more knowledge I have on my subject…the more confident I am…there are exceptions always…
Mid term is over…result not that good…and frankly I have left pondering over the result also…that thing only spoilt some of the best times in my graduation…two years I want to do something concrete….something which I can treasure for the rest of my life…its not about the job only…not the good firm and good position…of course they are important…but…………………………………..
I think at this point of time when every one is settled now…everyone has gone through the ups and downs…there is still the room to think about what should follow “but”………….
It always feels like breathing fresh air when I come back to LOC….i miss the innocence…the jovialness..the pranks…...the zero hypocrisy of graduation days…when you come to post grad..a piece of advice…don’t open up much…be good to everyone…but don’t overdo…there is the risk of either being misunderstood or not understood all…
The fourth anniversary is approaching…I don’t know how to mark it..but the best part is that we are updating ourselves…we are keeping the LOC alive through our experiences and sharings….
NERIST is there….alwys in my heart…I have put the picture of NERIST campus…the view from the guest house as my wall paper…and I am not feeling like removing it……………………………………ever…
Stay happy everyone………….
With prayer and regards…..
Poly
Friday, August 13, 2010
Bangalore is big...at least for me..so i feel like a bit lost in the crowd...not able to identify myself too...i hope its a temporary feeling which will soon overcome.Good thing is that i am going home next week..staying there for about 10 days..till then i'll try to know bangalore and myself too....
Whatever is being written here are the personal views of the author him/her self and are subjected to agreement or disagreement.And a request to all members, Please share your views !!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Global Education Center -2 Infosys Campus, Mysore
Saturday, August 7, 2010
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Life is full of adventures.....on 28th we are having adventures sports.....anywys daily we comw to know something new all that I can't write...jab mile tab bataongi......oe I got some work!!!!!!! Will be back soon!!!!!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Final Postings from Infosys
Nitul :- Bengaluru,
Payal :- Mysore,
Ronit :- Bhubneshwar,
Paro :- Bengaluru,
Abhishek :- Bengaluru,
Prantar :- Bengaluru,
Debi :- Bhubneshwar,
Ari :- Chandigarh,
Saurav :- Mysore.
Wish them good luck,
thanks for my share.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Its been sometime....
Hi All,
Somehow while changing the whole look of the blog page of LOC I realized that it's been some time that I scribbled some of mine own thoughts on this page. I know I have been active, giving you the latest pictures, the latest happening from this end, but not my feelings.
Life is somehow been very kind to me, in the sense I am having a dream run in every sense of word. The work to me would be described by the fact that I am loving Mondays, and every mornings its like I want to go to my office and meet people and work.
Been a dramatic journey through the training and to many's surprise landed up in the place where I was probably dreaming some years down the line. Infosys training had been a big time picnic for most of us. Now that all have finished their training in flying colors, I am sure they would agree that training@Infy was a cream of all.
Its nice to be in a place full of caring, jolly people. There is so much to learn all the time. I am simply loving it.
Just took this time as some pictures are getting uploaded on facebook as well as orkut. Hope the pictures would say the thousand words which I wasn't able to express.
Love you all, thank you so much for all the support you have given me, and I expect the same in times to come.
Wanted to mention that Sanjay Sir gave a pleasant surprise by gracing the occasion of the reception ceremony which followed after the marriage of my brother.
Will come back with more next time....
Love and regards,
Saurav
Saturday, July 17, 2010
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Saturday, July 10, 2010
Rain........
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Happy Birthday
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
Hi, everyone.....missing u guys a lot.
Hi everyone, its been a long time. The life out here is very boring, u don’t have time to chill or rather nothing to chill. I am undergoing my field training at Rajasthan Atomic Power Plant 5&6. We have to work here in shifts. And seeing what our seniors are doing in the field / control room and that we will have to do after posting, its not encouraging. Its very hot n dry out here, but a bit relaxed as hostel rooms are furnished with ACs. Anyway, since I m on top of the merit till now, I will have the choice to choose any of the sites for the final posting. And that would be decided on 1st week of August and training will be going to end by 15th Aug. And my bad luck is that our convo being at 4th……….This had been the most awaited day to get together, but gonna miss it, forgive me buddies. We will get vacation of 15 days, from 16th – 31st Aug and will plan to meet u all (maximum possible).During last vacation me, Sachin, Gokul n Abhishek had a get together at guwahati. I also met Bhola and Nupur.
And regarding personal life, I m still single.
Sachin, Alok, Rohit, Gokul n Pd se baatein hoti reheti hain…………….. Poly, Paro, Arijit, Saurav,Alokojjal, Meenakshi, Nupur,Basu, Rohit Ranjan and Devi se chatting/ mssng hoti hai…….
For last few days, it is FO Meenakshi who is found online most of the time and had a long chat wid her. Now, she must be at home. Congratulations to her for being FO.
Congrats to Saurav for his new achievement.
Congrats to Poly for getting selected.She is having her fun time at home after almost a year at Mumbai. Her post tells that she has gained weight. So, she must upload some pics….
Congrats to Sachin and Gokul for our paper being published in ieee.
Rohit is having nice time with studies. And it looks very surprising and funny when he calls me to ask questions regarding subjects like control, dsp n all. But he is having nice time around the beach.
Alok is having fun time at home. But because of that, I cdnt wish him happy birthday. Anyway, happy returns of d day buddy.
Gokul is little bit confused, he needs suggestions from us. So, guys call him and give some ideas.
Missing all you guys a lot.
This night off, we are planning a trip to jaipur…………….
Keep in touch.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
But today there was no stopping us.My room mate asked,"if we should go?".To it, i just asked , you wd be able to manage the bike. He said yes and there was no looking back.
Riding some 80 kms this day, we went to temple,museum and mall...the three might seem different but this is how we young indians are-traditional ,ancient yet eager to accept change.
We were soaked and dried almost 10 times but when i slept it somehow seemed the best day after a very very long time..following is the detail---
** We started riding by the sea...and the wind kept us reminding us it's all powerful existence..but after 20 minutes of painful ride we managed to get into city...went to mandir...don't rly remember the last time i'd been there...
and after that...a museum..where we got to see lot of weapons..and to tell you it was a ranjitsinh's palace..must watch for every cricket fanatic...after that navigating through almost unknown paths , leaving city..we went ahead only to be soaked by rain almost 10 times..slept through rajniti..played bowling,cricket...had delicious meals by roadside dhaba....by the end we were tired but the happiest day in jamnagar
Times have changed and at times i repent on the choice of my career.I had a chance meeting with the founder of Western Buddhist order and when he was leaving,he just said,i am not convinced with the choice of your career. He asked me to meet him in case i make it to london sometime.That seems bleak but nevertheless i realized during the talks that was worth it's mettle.
But friends,i said this to poly, that we are too young to understand lot of dynamics and we need to put up some good time in our careers , learning different trades of the game before we actually get into something that would help bring in change.
I just have one dream,and that is to see this country be one of the most educated and least corrupt of the countries.And the right way about is entrpreneurship...may be social entrepreneur..i just hope some day, i be able to light the fire in me again for the cause.....
we have a responsibility towards the people if not the nation...
**I am sorry for the unorganised write -up..but this is all i can come up
Saturday, June 5, 2010
I AM THE CHANGE....
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Hello everyone
Because i screwed up in cat,xat and jmet..nmat mein written clear ho gaya..but in gd and pi i was kicked out...in between thought of joining petroleum university in dehradun as i cleared the gd and pi,then in bangalore also i got chance in one college...but itm is the best option in hand....i know most of you know these things...thoda revision bas....
Bohot kuch hua last 10 months....mumbai,doomed career,sachin, my nephew.....ups and downs....tears and tensions....smiles and sighs....sometimes it was painful...depressing...specially after repeated failure...when you are unable to meet the expectations of yourself ....you get to know that your freinds are getting placements and you are consoling yourself saying,apan ka bhi time aayega....you are trying hard to convince your parents about your capabilities and everytime they meet disappoimtment....but at the end of the day there was a thin ray of hope....there was a fitm belief that winter always turns to spring.....and i kept going....
Next two years fir se padhai...completely out of the track....beech mein lamba sa break ho gaya...it will be difficult initially to resume studies...i am not staying in the college hostel...will stay in private hostel,that too most probabaly in nerul or belapur...two stoppages apart...either i have to travel by train or by bus....mba is very hectic...as jijaji says...
But this time no more chances i can take....bohot ho gaya hasi majak...i mean i realize now, my whole process of studying in nerist was faulty...i always studied to secure marks...and the grading system out there helped me...but the whole process was so commercial...somewhere i failed to percieve the beauty of the subjects... the beauty of inhereting the knowledge....
Sometimes i get perturbed thinking how far i am doing justice to my last 6 years...but i cant let myself keeping on lamenting on this thought....from the sufferings only shayad...kahi se confidence aa gaya hain that this time...history wont repeat itself...i mean i am not that dumbo!!!!!
There are abundant experiences...met so many people...travelled so much....the most thrilling experience was that of standing at the edge of the door holding the rod in a local train...kya karu...bohot bhir thi...lost paths so many times....akele akele i walked a lot....and yes...the radical change in me... i gained weight...i am no more the thin and lean and weak poly....ha ha ha:-)
I am in touch with so many people...it feels good to know about everyone....mumbai mein aaoge to do contact me please...will meet and have fun..rohit se mili thi...he is same only...
Kaafi lamba ho gaya na(this i do everytime,i write lamba and then i pretend to regret!)...actually all piled up from such a long time!
But guys, i feel,at this point of time, there is a reason to evrything in life....there is an answer to everything..its on us to search it...abhi bhi bohot kuch hain...bohot kuch jaan ne ka...sun ne ka...picture to abhi baaki hai boss!!
Take care everyone...
with regards and prayers,
Poly
Speech by Chetan Bhagat at Symbiosis
Set goals to give you a balanced, successful life. I use the word balanced before successful. Balanced means ensuring your health, relationships, mental peace are all in good order. There is no point of getting a promotion on the day of your breakup. There is no fun in driving a car if your back hurts. Shopping is not enjoyable if your mind is full of tensions. "Life is one of those races in nursery school where you have to run with a marble in a spoon kept in your mouth. If the marble falls, there is no point coming first. Same is with life where health and relationships are the marble. Your striving is only worth it if there is harmony in your life. Else, you may achieve the success, but this spark, this feeling of being excited and alive, will start to die. One thing about nurturing the spark - don't take life seriously. Life is not meant to be taken seriously, as we are really temporary here. We are like a pre-paid card with limited validity. If we are lucky, we may last another 50 years. And 50 years is just 2,500 weekends. Do we really need to get so worked up? It's ok, bunk a few classes, scoring low in couple of papers, goof up a few interviews, take leave from work, fall in love, little fights with your spouse. We are people, not programmed devices........." :)
"Don't be serious, be sincere."!!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
hi,
I have digital comm branch here.. we have 13 members out of that 10 boys and 3 gals. so the sex ratio is around 333 which is better compared to most m-tech classes..most of us are from various states but i have the distinction of coming from a far away place..pple used to wonder how i came here.. even professors used to ask why i took admission here why not nit sichar or iitg..somehw i got mixed up with the pple as my very nature is..
Ever since i came over here i have watcehed around 100 movies in various theatures.. not only this every movie is scanned at least twice with 'my name is khan' having seen total 6 shows, two on the very first day.. apart from movies we used to visit various sites in and around bhopal.. i can trully claim bhopal is a beautiful city with 54 lakes in and around the city.. of them BADI JHIL is the biggest with an area that can encompass both nirjuli and naharlagan.. we have visited many of them.. also there are many dams nearby and have been our favourite Pastime on holidays.. you can chech my pics at orkut and appreciate the beauty..
it could be a huge blog if i go on writting..
i have been reading all your blogs.. sachine has been writing good his latest thriller being on each and every process occuring on eartn.. don't know why..keep it up.. may be ur thought process could provide solutions for latest problems india is facing.. saurav has been doing good work sharing infy photos, btday treats, latest developments.. pd always gives comments. thanks dude.. meenu has srated blogging as well.. paro has written about some great concerns.. keep it up... updating your latest developments..
LOC will rock..
Have fun..
Enjoy..
somewhere in the middle of my thoughts...
Just a passing thought .... (Oscar Wilde)
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